I remember distinctly when I was in second and third year of art school - painting and drawing non-stop - thinking 'this is fine, I am loving it but these images have very little to do with what is really in my head...' and wondering, 'when will there be a synchronisation between where I am in my headspace and what is coming out in the images I am making.
It took a long time. I would say, although, there were times when the two met, they were sporadic. Really, it has only been in the last few years that I can confidently state that the pictures I make are purely me - I don't have to strive for a style, struggle as much, be frustrated because I am not creating what I envision. What I see is what you get.
Having said that, I am also a writer - and the struggle continues. Even though, I have spent countless hours honing my skills - much of the time - there is still a gap. I can write short pieces and be completely satisfied - they are pure me. But longer ones - a novel, say, or a screenplay - yet to be cracked. Time and effort is what it will take.
The joy of course with doing something like this blog or my comics for example is that I can merge the two - images and writing. Makes it easier for both. They can work together, boost each other, help each other along.
Anyway, one of the important things in the Ira's talk is that you should never give up in trying to diminish that gap. Deep down you know what it is you want to share and through devotion to your craft, perspicacity and passion - you will find a way to bring it to fruition. And is it worth it? All the time, sweat and sacrifice?
Oh. Yes. So. Worth. It.