If I didn't write this stuff, I would not be able to reread it later. Not that I do - but I could and likely, one day, will. Also, if I didn't write this stuff, nobody else would read it. So, there would be no effect on anyone else's thoughts. Which makes me think - what would take it's place. I hope nobody is sacrificing or missing out on anything more worthwhile by reading these posts.... like having sex or doing the crazy dance or conjuring up a brilliant idea of their own. I hope I am not sabotaging important minutes of anybody's life with my experimental, stream of consciousness, cheaper than a psychiatrist, bla-di-bla ramblings. If I am, I apologise. In advance and profusely. How dare I right? You need help!
Should I shut up now? I can't. Sorry. The UN and WHO charters state that every world citizen on w.w.w is entitled to a blog - gratis - - in which they can express their thoughts and feelings freely and without censorship - or guilt.
One thing I like to do in the mornings when I wake up is just to lie there for a while and think things. Let thoughts dance across the horizon of my sunrising awareness. Their shadowy movements sometimes delight and sometimes uncover or inspire thoughts that will be creative and useful. Things commonly referred to as 'good ideas'. Things I can do that day maybe, things I can write down to do another time, things that I can mentally note to think about some more later - i.e next time I am lying down doing nothing - probably not long to go!
Each day I like to think about what I have to feel grateful for. My health, my freedom, relative safety and comfort, something to look forward to coming up, etc. By acknowledging what is good and being thankful, I find that I can feel more accepting of life's general anguish, less expectant or needing, available to take things as they come and make the best of the day ahead - not in a self-help/upbeat way - but in a casual/shrug way.
There is so much clutter and chaos in daily life, it's important to have quiet, alone-time to just be. No input from the outside world, just some serene, relaxed contemplation. Just being. Acknowledging the wonder of basic existence.
Then, get up, do a wee (if you need to - don't force it! - bladder implosions are painful!) - and the - blog some bullshit of your own! It's your right!
Shhhhh.....!